28.09.2023 “Courage”

Why do I vibrate so? Do I need a reason? No. Where does the energy, the “courage” to be myself come from? No-where. I lack courage. Cataclysmically so. How else could I let go? I have not become what I am because I was/am courageous, I stopped reiterating the norm because I lacked the strength to do so. It would have been a monumental Anstrengung to keep going. I am myself because I am tired and weak.